Hey, M27 from germany here.

So... im bisexual (who would have thought) and im in a 3 year same sex relationship and im happy and i even love him more than when we first met.

But...

I have this deeply burning desire to have sex with a women. Not because i need more sex or because he doesnt satisfie me but being with a man is simply not the same like being with a women.

My last relationship was with a women. We have been together for more then 5 years. And even then i had the same problem. I just wanted to have sex with a men. Not because i didnt love her... you get what im saying.

So. Last time i just endured the pain. But i cant stand it anymore so i tried to talk to my boyfriend. When i first tried to talk about my "problem" he didnt even answer me. And i totally understand why. Its not that common that your partner comes up to you and says "hey honey, i want to have sex with a women. Not because i dont love you or you dont satisfie me but just because its not the same"...

And yes, yes i know... because of people like me everybody thinks bisexuals are just thirsty and want to have threesomes... bs...

I cant do shit about it. I love him. And i dont think about women when we have sex or something. But when im in bed i allways think about having sex with a women. Its bothering me...

Now. The big question is: am i alone? Is there anybody else who knows this feeling?