Hey guys. I appreciate you reading.

I've been actively messing around with men for 10 years. I'm 32 now. I've always just done mouth and hand stuff, and that was plenty sexy.

Well, I've had this one guy I've played with consistently for a year now, and I tried anal with him this evening. He was gentle, respectful, and cognizant of how I was. He knew it was my first time.

Nothing hurt, everything went off without a hitch. He finished super fast, which is understandable.

Now afterwards I feel a bit anxious. I feel a bit uneasy and I don't know why. I know I'm prone to anxiety from time to time, so maybe I'm just in my own head. I have thought about it for years and worked myself up.

I guess I just need some reassurance that I'm fine, and that it's not unusual to feel this way after trying anal for the first time.

Thanks peeps!