I’ve been questioning my sexuality for YEARS, but I always go back to identifying as straight. Now I’m questioning again.

First off: I literally don’t care for dick whatsoever, as long as I’m attracted to them. Whether or not they have a penis or vagina, it doesn’t matter. Some of my straight friends said they like dick only. I’ve been questioning my sexuality a bit, and I definitely like men, but I realized I’m genuinely not attracted to penises (I find them somewhat repulsive?) just on their own. Can I still count as straight if I don’t care what someone has down there?

And on the other hand, I feel nervous around masculine women. I feel the same way when I see a straight couple kiss and a lesbian couple kiss. But then again, I would always prefer a male body over female. Yet, I mostly fantasize about being in a relationship with a woman? I’m so genuinely confused. Sorry if this post isn’t worded well btw, a bit tired.