Ive messed around with guys for a while now and had some fun, met a few cool guys a long the way, but in the last few days leading up to new years eve. I met a beautiful trans woman and we talked a couple days and then decided we would meet and see how things felt. well it was a good first meet up, sat in her car and talked for a while. Then she came over at 2 am New years morning, she was sober, i was kinda sober lol cut waters over the night and some gas but im a stoner so i was good.

i was nervous and bashful at first, wasnt sure what would happen and i had never kissed or guy or trans woman before but i also never met a trans woman that was very much transitioned and had implants. i still was sure what i would do, or how i felt. then she rubbed my leg and innner thigh, and it gave me the feeling i craved, the touch of a woman. i then ended up kissing her neck and we made out but nothing serious to fast.

When she left we didnt want to let go of each other we held each other for a few more mins and then i kissed her good night.

Since then we have talked more, throughout the day, i havent stopped thinking about her at all, when i kissed her, it gave me everything i look for in someone i want to be with. There was really something there that she and I both felt. WE both sent each other similar messages today and I am really feeling her and want to pursue this with her.

She still has her man parts, and rather nice i might add lol. Last night was like a dream. the beginning to a fantasy of mine. Never thought i would end up thinking about dating a transwoman. i am happy with her and dont care about anything else, but how she makes me feel, and the connection that is clearly there between us. I am kinda nervous about being open and exclusive with her, i dont like hiding and im not ashamed of being wiith her. I just dont like having to listen to anyone say something that isnt okay, i have a temper and dont like biggots.

not that any of this matters, but a white guy with a 6ft beautiful black trans woman girlfriend is something beautiful in my eyes.... we are the same height and build but she is very feminie and for a bi guy the best of both worlds... i can have my cake and eat it too.

i appologize for the grammar and spelling, im half a sleep but been wanting to post this all day and got busy and didnt want to forget.

i will edit it tomorrow if it makes people happy like i am lol

happy new year and i love you all and thank you for being you !