I (18f) graduated from highschool in june. During highschool I had this very good friend who's a girl.

We were together a lot, always going out together and at school ? We were always working together, sitting together, at recess and eating together. We were part of a larger group friend, but she rlly was my duo.

We loved to fake flirt together, tried to rizz eachother (and also called eachother "my wife"). Even in our friend group sometimes they were wondering if we were together lol

It was only platonic tho. But I rlly like her as a person : she has a stronger personality than mine and is not afraid of confrontation, she is honest and direct, funny, she laughs at my jokes a lot, and we overall have a great dynamic. She also has a great body ngl

There were two times I thought differently about her. The first time was at prom and we were dancing a slow together (everyone does that with their friend) and it made me feel a bit weird, but in a good way.

The second time was at her birthday party in November, she was tipsy after drinking alcohol and when she drinks, she is very affectionate (hugs, telling us she loves us, things she never does). She was hugging me and someone else said smth like "lol you can kiss girls", I took it as a joke and was like "oh sure I'd love that". She looked at me and said "you rlly shouldn't say this because I could definitely kiss you rn" and again it made me feel weirdly great.

She's my friend tho and I don't think she likes girls anyway. Maybe she even has a boyfriend now ? We see eachother rarely now that we don't go to the same school.

Sorry I just wanted to talk about it somewhere