So I'm 29 and out as gay to everyone I know. I have only ever been with men, and haven't questioned my sexuality in over ten years.

Over this past year though, something began to change. It's been a ROUGH two years, and it led me to be super introspective. I've spent a lot of time going over why I've never felt fully satisfied in my relationships, and for the first time in my life, analyzed what exactly it is I want from men.

Men: I have this draw to "physical" and "emotional" intimacy with men. I love having a guy around me, hugging and cuddling, appreciation male bodies. I always loved jerking with other guys and just feeling very physically close. I also love to have close, deep, and supportive relationships with other guys too. I'm very drawn to the idea of a deep bromance. I never really had a lot of guy friends growing up, and having more male friends around my age had really filled a void for me lately. I'm begining to wonder if that's all I want from other men.

Women: I've never been with woman, but I can't get it out of my head recently. I've been crushing hard, getting these deep feelings I've never felt in my entire life. It's very raw and romantic. It's not something I wanted, but something that's happening.

I'm not sure what to do. I don't love the idea of coming out again, but I feel I need to explore this. Not sure how to approach dating women now, as I don't want to accidentally hurt someone, or make them feel like an experiment. For all I know, I can try women and realize this was all in my head.

I fell like I'm not alone on this, I've seen a post or two that's kinda similar. It honestly just feels good to type it out. I'm not sure how to move forward with this.