Hey guys, 21 m here. I just wanted to share my first bi experience since I have no one to tell.

So I’ve been straight my whole life, but since couple years ago, whenever I was high or drunk, I started to imagine what would be like to give a bj. That fantasizing moment kinda built up and one day I decided to give it a try.

I went on sniffies (since I didnt know and still dont know what else) and found this dude who was willing to let me blow him. I was really nervous, but I just gave it a try and figure out my sexuality, if it was just curiosity or I was really into it.

I was so nervous that I didnt even have a conversation with him. Instead, I just went straight for bj. He came a few minutes later and I kinda ran away right after.

I didnt enjoy or hate it. but even today, I still think about that day and want to give it a try again