So this might seem very weird, but my first sexual awakening with another woman was with myself. Well…with my mirror. I was REALLY repressed and in denial about my attraction towards other girls and it felt like visual stimulation of a female body that still felt “okay” if that makes sense.

This eventually evolved into a major fantasy for me where I envision having a clone of myself to love and make love to. While I identify mostly as a lesbian and am attracted to other women, I am definitely on the autosexual spectrum (I swear I’m not a narcissist!).

Can anyone else relate at all? Or has anyone else had similar clone fantasies? It feels very isolating and I feel crazy trying to describe it to others, so it’s been such a relief whenever I find someone else who can relate.