So to start, I’ve always been straight.. no attraction to men but after watching porn and trans porn I’ve been open to dick and admiring different types of penises.

A few years ago, I started jacking off with lube, because it feels amazing lol, and would make regular trips to a sex shop. One day I saw a 5 inch dildo on the counter and bought it too. This was FUN. Sucking it and riding it while masturbating just became such a turn on. Until after a week or so. I realized it wasn’t big enough… but I like things in my ass…

Fast forward to about a year ago, I hadn’t been in my local sex shop in a while and thought I’d swing by. I saw the sexiest 9 inch dildos on the counter and knew I had to do something eventually. I picked a tan one because tan dicks look sexy when they wet lol

The Car ride home was maybe one of the most anxious moments of my life. I couldn’t wait to unwrap it! So I get home and run straight to my room. I clean it a bit with a toy spray I had still and just admired it for a second. I was already kneeled down doing this against my bed and I couldn’t believe I had this sexy dick in front of me. And also imagining it being someone else’s..

So I went to town. I licked sucked kissed and throated the shit out of this cock. I found out I can deep throat with no gag reflex whatsoever.. and hold it too. Fuck that turned me on so much. My face was drenched in spit and my blankets were soaked.

After a while I was so damn horny and rock hard just from sucking this thing I knew what I had to do next. I drenched this dick in lube and wipe some outside my hole and started edging into myself. Gosh it was so much bigger than the last one but I knew I could take it. After a couple minutes of only getting a couple inches in a got more aggressive with myself and gained some more until it was all the way in. Fuck just the thought of this had me going crazy. Knowing I can take 9 thick inches of cock 😋 So I rode it like there was no tomorrow. And my dick got so damn hard while I was doing it. Fuck I’ll never forget that feeling. I was more pleasured than I’ve ever been before.

I continued to fuck myself for a few weeks then things got kind of busy with school and I ended up moving and had to throw it away. If you want or are curious about things, DO IT. JUST DO IT. HAVE FUN. you might find out some things you’ll be in freaking love withhhh.