So like, I'm M19, the entirety of my life I've been very confident that I'm straight. Like even just 2 weeks ago if you asked me if I was anything but straight I would very confidently say "no." But like, Holy FUCK is that changing fast.

So like, 7 days ago a guy told me that "the way that you are is very cute" and like, that really fucking hit me. At first I just assumed I was super happy to get such a nice compliment but slowly over time I realized more and more that these emotions are more than that. I've developed a full on crush on this guy and I cannot stop fuckin' thinking about it. and like god, I didn't know this could fucking happen. I've never even been close to being into a guy before like what the fuck??? But like no, there is no room for plausible deniability anymore I am fucking IN to this guy.

All that being said though, I still most definitely have a woman preference. Like, despite now knowing that I'm Bisexual I still fully believe I am completely incapable of feeling attraction towards male bodies. Like entirely, no matter the body type or shape or whatever. Male bodies cannot do it for me. But like, whatever. Who gives a shit if I can't be into someone's body, a persons body is far from the most important part of a person. Being able to be into male bodies or not doesn't change the fact that I am crushing up a fucking storm over this guy right now.

But yeah that's all. I just, wanted to share this and I haven't quite gotten ready to share it with anyone I know yet so. I figured this could be a good place. Thanks for taking interest in my experience.