So since August of 2024 I've started looking at more gay porn comics and even masturbated to gay porn. I started to get really worked up when I see a man pleasuring or being affectionate and loving with another man. I am a 26M who for most part of there life thought they were heterosexual and has now realised I am definitely bisexual and have proceeded to have the strongest climaxes of my life after realising such a thing, (Seriously it's like I've unlocked unknown hidden potential within myself) however when looking back at my past I can definitely see that from a young age I was definitely bi, the fact that I had a crush on a teaching student at my school when I was 10 which I misinterpreted as a desire just to be close friend's with them rather than a crush and a frankly healthy or unhealthy obsession with the tenth doctor, Tom Holland and the fact that I always noticed when the boys in my school were attractive and conventional hot. But part of me feels like I'm a fake because even though I clearly have a preference for men I can't really think of any types or crushes I currently have or have had. If you shown me a picture of a shirtless man I will immediately think about their penis if they are hot or wonder what size it maybe, but like I don't get aroused at the shirtless man himself unless under certain circumstances.

I would very much like to date a male at some point in the future but I feel like I am faking it or rather just fetishising men, am I weird? Is the fact that I'm very particular and don't also have much in the way of a type but definitely have preferences weird. Just wanted to ask on here about such a thing!

Also this community is great! You've really helped me come to terms with my sexuality. Thank you everyone.