Hello, everyone. Please be kind. I would really appreciate some insight or answers. I really want to know, I am really confused. If I really am straight then life continues, if im not, then that would be a revelation to me.

I find women really attractive, most often sexually. Also leaning to women who are on the masc side. I never really thought about the romance aspect of it, but if I think of it now, I am not sure if im willing or ready to be in a relationship with women. Though if I do get inlove then I can go ahead and try, but my attraction never really escalated to be that much compared to my attraction or during my crushes with men where I think about marriage and stuff. I really cant imagine a future with a woman in other words. I have no idea. The other thing is that, I never really am interested in men sexually. Sure they can be hot but its never on par on my attraction with women.

I find women more attractive honestly. There was this once where a masc woman opened the door for me, and I cussed under my breathe because that was really attractive to me. Sometimes they would do nothing and that would be attractive to me lol. If a man would do that, I would just brush it off. Women who does things for me makes my eyes sparkle, but if men does things for me I guess I dont really care or sometimes I even get pissed lol.

Its really confusing right? Attraction more on women. Relationship preference more on men. Anyhow I still find men attractive but not that often. With women on the otherhand, I could have a crush per day if I choose to. Maybe this is just hormonal thing. Some answers would be really appreciated. Thank you so much!