Guys….this week has been horrible for me. 4 days ago i made a post celebrating the fact that i made celebrating the fact i made out with a gay man. Me and the gay man broke up today because of my dad.

Yesterday i stayed home from school and i got in trouble for it. So when that happened my dad called me while me and him and my stepmom were in the same house with him. He called me yelling at me and using foul language towards me. (He was drunk but he said what he said.) so he came upstairs and me and him had a talk about why i missed school and i told him i was depressed. I can’t remember the 5 reasons i said but one of them was “Because my parents won’t accept my sexuality.”

After i told him that shit hit the fan. He started getting angry at me and he began guilt tripping me. “We didn’t raise you to be that way.” “This is how you repay us?” “You don’t know who you are.” (mind you, i made a similar post about this like a year ago.) he thought that was a phase but it wasn’t. Im 17 now and im pretty sure i know who i am. So last night i went to bed without eating dinner and was forced to go to skool being in distress. I miss talking to the guy i had feelings for and I can’t believe my own parent is breaking up my comfort zone. I’m very uncomfortable and i wanna move out but im only 17, im too young to be stressing like this and i don’t know what to do.

I texted the guy i was interested in on why me and him can’t talk anymore and this is what he said to me.