I've been questioning if I'm into women too for a while now, and this would really help me figure some shit out.

So I have a tutor who tutors me every alternate days, she's so, so, so fucking pretty I just, I just go Askajsjakajksjaksj, ykwim? HOW CAN SOMEONE BE THAT PRETTY? I specifically wear all the nice fancy clothes I have when she's going to teach or has classes and just wear whatever I see the first thing in the wardrobe other times I go there to get tutored.

I make sure to stare at my book while she teaches me cause I know if I make eye contact I WILL stare, or just make eye contact for a very uncomfortable period of time. Oh I also try my best to not miss classes the day she'll teach because.... she's pretty?

Oh and, I have made up imaginary scenarios about her, she was also on my mind everyday (like 1-2 times a day only tho), but those have stopped recently (about a week) but I still find her extremely fucking pretty, and gorgeous, and she's so fucking sweet and kind. Like omg do y'all know that during a party held during classes, I was standing in a corner, and she was literally feeding a piece of cake to every student BY HAND? She noticed me too! She fed me a piece of cake too! I was literally standing (hiding) behind two people.

So do you think I have a crush?