So I recently just came out as Bi man and I don't have a any bi male friends so I got some stupid questions for y'all .

1. Is it werid that I have celebrities and fictional characters that I aspire to be similar to, that I'm also sexuality attracted to? It actually doesn't need to be a specific person it could just be like a pic of a random dude. A good example was the ghost face trend last Halloween. Saw a lot of hot guys on X that posted lewd pics with that mask on. On one hand I wanted to be as hot as them. I wanted to have the same effect on people as they did. However on the other hand I was part of the mferS that was heavily affected by their sexual appeal 🥵. Is that normal or am I just weird?

2. Is it werid that I kinda have situational preferences between men and women? Like somedays I just want men. Somedays I just want women. Sometimes mid "bed activity" I just get in the mood for the other sex. Somedays I want both.

Like am I just a werido or are other people expiencing this as well?