22M. I’ve felt straight my entire life.

I have within the last months years, determined I am attracted to trans-women. I have started dating again recently and the more profiles I see the more i’m realizing I’m attracted to highly effeminate men. Makes me feel like it’s not real because I feel like gynesexual, i’m not into masc men at all.

The other reason I say that is, I have had a problem with watching pornography for a while. Almost my entire life really because I was exposed to it very early in life.

Obviously as I use pornography more my taste changes and becomes more intense. Recently i’ve been living in the city and i’m around a lot of attractive people. That mixed with my medication has increased my libido insanely.

I feel like apart of the reason i’m attracted to men is because my pornographic taste has moved towards like twinks and transwomen. I have not lost my attraction for women I just also feel attracted to twinks. Irl and in porn.

Idk i’m confused and feeling like an impostor. I’m willing to accept that part of myself but idk.

Thanks for listening lol