I've got experience with women and men now, have been out as a bi man. But kinda coming to a new realization.

I haven't wanted a wife or girlfriend at all in yesrs. Aside from one trans woman partner who started out as a bf, it doesn't appeal.

Im not super hypersexual, and have a specific type in men. But I find myself looking in another man's eyes and just melting away. The term husband, having a family, letting a small cute guy fall asleep on me... it brings me such joy.

It's all I want and I'd happily never sleep with a woman again for it, even if I like making platonic friends and find plenty hot.

Gay friends just joke I'm gonna be fully out as gay, and I think most people would assume that. It feels a bit like a joke to most to still say bi, like it's denial and I shouldn't bother.