I've heard that many bisexual people go through bi cycles and may temporarily lose attraction to one gender completely, so maybe its also the case with me as i couldn't experience attraction to women at 12-18 years old? Or I was attracted to them less than now and maybe didnt see those specific types of women that attract me (thick muscular ones with thick butts).

I mean since i didn't get attracted to at least a few women back then and never doubted my homosexuality at that time that means that i was definitely not 50/50, and especially not more than 50/50 in favor of women back then, right? I couldnt even imagine an attractive woman in my head then. But now i might be close to 50/50, but I'm definitely not attracted to a female body as much as to male body as I can get attracted to pretty much every male body part like hands and thick wrists, while with women its usually only butt thighs and tits. But since I've heard that in bisexuals attraction can shift between males and females, so maybe at some point women can even attract me more than men? Its so confusing, lol