Hey, so I'm fairly new to Reddit but my husband and I have been together for 7 years and very happy with him, our sex life is great but I often have fantasies.

I've told him about one, I think I'd be into cuckqueaning. I enjoy the idea of him fucking another woman in front of me. But not true cuckqueaning because I'd always invision me joining in as well. My husband was very open about chatting about this particular fantasy but says he'd never actually do it but we will watch porn together and ill ask him what he'd do to that girl if she were here etc and he plays along and gets quite turned on! But I don't think he'd go further than that, which I respect!

But one other fantasy I didn't tell him was I have always wanted to experiment with other women .. solo.

I've always had a physically attraction to women- in my early 20s ove made out with plenty and always wanted to go further but didn't because I was too nervous!

But now being a mom of 2 and married I feel as if that part of me was unfulfilled. I really wish I had explored that side of me more before getting married. But the urges are getting stronger.

My husband knows I find women sexually attractive we will often check out women together but he has no idea I wanna be in a physical relationship with a woman on a FWB basis.

I don't find I'm romantically interested in women just a strong physical attraction. I also very much am physically attracted to men but before my husband I could feel romantic feelings for them as well.. I don't get that feeling with women if that makes sense.

Any other moms feel this way? I'd love to get some feedback!