I’m not sure if I’m bi..?

I started testosterone (ftm) 6 months ago and I feel like my sexuality is shifting.

I went from being asexual and not attracted to guys to liking girls and being very attracted to women. Still am, but recently I found out I’d like penetration more often. I realized 🍆 are suddenly attractive when up. I realized I’d like women to penetrate me with a dildo/peg me. But I wonder if I’m attracted to guys.. I’m a very dominant top and realized wouldn’t mind to be dominated by a girl once in a while.

I tried watching gay porn or ftm to cis man porn but that didn’t really do anything…

I’m only not romantically attracted to a man, nor like men in general.

During my teen years I always had girl crushes that I didn’t realize I was crushing. Emotional connection and sexual attraction is through the roof with women and fantasies a lot.

With men that was never the case, until now that my mind just it’s up about the 🍆 and penetration. When I was younger I have had a few boyfriends but I hated it, didn’t like them at all, didn’t feel into them. I only felt sexually craving when ovulating and that’s about it, for the rest considered myself very asexual until I came out as lesbian and later trans masc.

I know testosterone can induce changes, and I’m strongly afraid of this. Mostly because I don’t feel like myself by liking men.

I don’t want to argue too much and get myself into denial… I feel like those men who are a bit bi but don’t want to admit it, who marry a woman but have some bi kink.

I know this is the usual question of “am I bi?” But I really can’t tell. How do I know if I’m attracted to men? How do I know if I’m losing attraction to women? How do you tell if you were asexual your entire teen years until you finally realized you were attracted to women and not men and now it’s so confusing?

I don’t know what I like anymore.