does anyone else feel this way? i feel like im a lesbian sometimes. but i also am not sure if im sexually attracted to women. i havent had many experiences with them, i have had a few girlfriends but we never did anything more than make out.

i do know that whenever ive broken up with a girl or lost a girl friend, ive been devastated in ways that i would never in my life feel for a guy

i also hate liking a guy. i like him for 2 months at best and become really disgusted with him after we engage in anything sexual.

im a typical bi girl who dates “ugly”/shitty guys. i dont know if i just have bad taste in men (i also have bad taste in women lowkey) or if im actually just only attracted to girls. i dont even know if i could see myself getting married to a man. why is sexuality so hard?