I've always found the idea of bi guys as more attractive than straight guys. While I know where the likely origin of a lot of the biphobia men experience came from but it always felt strange that biphobia exists. I did have internalised biphobia for a long time but it was the type of biphobia where I thought "you go love who you love, I'm so happy for you, I'm not allowed to be bi though so I'm not allowing myself to be aware of it".

The idea of a bi guy being considered less masculine is crazy to me. The idea of a sex act or position being considered masculine or feminine is likewise crazy. A man is a man (cis or trans man, a man is a man because he knows he is one), to me the idea that a man can be thought of as less a man because of attraction to men is idiotic and perplexing.

Anyway, I don't know my point and I'm feeling strange. Perhaps I'm just odd and need to get more comfortable in my oddness, that I don't need to know more than that