So, about a few weeks ago, in the middle of June. I 20 (M) met this transsexual girl on Grindr.

I thought that she was pretty and we agreed to meet up. I went to pick her up from her workplace & we walked back to my house. When we got there I took her to my bedroom and we sat on some office chairs (I work from home.)

The first thing I said to her was, “Can I be honest with you?”

Her: “Yeah sure.”

Me: “I’ve never met a transsexual before, I don’t want that to be the main theme of our conversation but would you mind if I asked you some stuff?”

Her: “Sure.”

I asked the questions you’d normally ask. Did you get surgeries? How do you feel now as a woman? How has your transition journey been?

After asking till I was satisfied we then transitioned into normal conversation.

She was really pretty. Like, oh my god I can’t describe to you the whirlwind of emotions I felt just watching her speak while she sat across from me in my spare office chair. She was so… oh my sweet Jesus I just can’t.

Somewhere along the conversation, things turned a little sexual when she asked me if I was versatile. I said yes. She said that she was too. I then asked if I could kiss her but she said no. So we just spent the rest of the hangout talking.

After she left I, I just felt, and still feel this intense desire to f*** her. And I don’t know why. Because, when I looked at her, she looked kind of boyish which I was off-put by. But the more she spoke and the more I watched her, the more she became so authentically female & I just so desperately wanted to kiss her.

I don’t want this to read as creepy or anything. I’m just recounting the experience and how I felt about it.

I’ve never had a woman in my house before, this was my first time doing that and I think I’ll always remember the experience. Because at first my attraction to her felt gay, because she looked kind of boyish, but as we hung out, it turned into a straight attraction, so that was just, wow.

This whole interaction was so… I don’t know I think I’ll write a journal entry about this, thanks for reading 😉