So.. I recently have posted that I am coming to terms with the fact that I’m 100% attracted to girls although I’m in a heterosexual marriage 🤦🏽‍♀️ I’ve expressed my desire to experience sex with another woman at least once in my like and he acted 💯 on board… now, he’s less happy about it. I’m not sure I’m being fair but I’m going through some early midlife crisis or something that’s making me want to go for things I previously hadn’t had the courage to do. He said he wants me to stay honest and doesn’t want me to carry on a relationship or communication with the woman.. so we’re pretty much taking “purely business “ deal.. OK!! At least he’s being super supportive in even allowing the idea of any kind of ENM. I’m a very sexually and sensual person, I think I’m afraid (he won’t admit it but I feel he also fears ) that I will crave more I’m satisfied by my husband but really stuck on this FF fantasy Should I even try going down that road of exploration? Or should I leave the fantasy world in my head?? So torn.. 😩