Hello and thanks for reading. I'm a 24 year old guy that has came out of a relationship with a girl that I thought I would spend the rest of my life with. I'm definitely still heart broke about the situation but I've came to the realization that we're not getting back together, and even though I still love her and there's no hard feelings between us, we just aren't meant to be. Since I've been trying to move on I've been on a few good dates and hooked up with some girls, but I just don't think I'll ever love another girl like I loved my ex.

So I know that I'm probably a bit depressed and not quite healed from the breakup, but for some reason I've had the urge to experiment with guys and I'm just not sure where it comes from. I dont believe there's anything wrong with being gay or bi, and it wouldnt bother me if I felt genuinely attracted to guys, but Im not really attracted to guys and I never have been. I've just been more curious about what it's like to be with a guy versus a girl eventhough I honestly don't believe I would enjoy being with a guy. I'm just curious to know if anyone else has went through a similar situation and how they delt with it.