I'm too sprung to be touched or even brushed accidentally by anyone

It's happened before where I find a significant sexual fascination with someone, but I usually retreat then to see if they pursue me further, never overstepping boundaries.

It's like I'm an animal in heat over this lady. I've tried to mostly hide. I'm so embarrassed. She's talking, someone else speaks, I wake up zoning out staring at her boobs or her gorgeous body,, her face . . . I guess it's a free country and can do whomever I want, but I think it'd be illegal for work legalese reasons . . . I don't mean to be too crass but I just want to eat this woman entirely like a juicy Starburst candy. She dresses like a piece of candy, colorful.'

She's only a little older and so beautiful in how she dresses and does herself up each day, her whole style is banging.

My lesbian feelings are always WAY stronger than my feelings for men, and I HATE them because to want something so bad is literally torture. When she asks or tells me to do something, I do it quickly because I'm a bad girl but I want to be called a good girl. Lol