So for the longest of my life I’ve (18f) considered myself straight. Only attracted to men. But then I began questioning myself bc I found myself attracted to my favourite singers at that time in some way. I started watching porn at a young age (like 8) and I was mostly attracted to female content. When I got older I started questioning again. The thing is that I’ve never seen a girl in person and been turned on. On dating apps I added both genders but I didn’t find any of the girls sexually attractive. I do think that women are much more attractive physically and I thought that I might be only sexually attracted to women.

When I consume sexual content (literotica or porn) it’s always about women. If a women invited me to a date I’d actually go just to see how I feel about it. I wish I could just be with a girl to see if my feelings are genuine. Im also aware that you can be 80% into boys and 20% into girls. I’m also scared that a part of me doesn’t want to accept that I might be into girls even if it’s just a little but I honestly don’t know :/