I have for a while now gone between liking woman and men mainly through scope of porn. I've only ever dated women and had healthy relationships with them. Not until recently say the last 6 months maybe have I been thinking that I might well be bisexual. I guess I was just enjoying wanking to something different up till then I don't know.

I've spoke to random guys on Reddit for a while too swapping pictures talking about fantasies, but now I really feel the want to meet up and see what I'll feel like being with a guy.

Is that stupid of me to think having that gay experience might confirm something in my head about my sexuality? I feel like I need it to confirm what I feel to explain why I've felt like this.

I also struggle with actually plucking up the courage and seeing a guy, I've arranged things in the past and not gone through with it.

I have a great friend who would be understanding and I know great with this but I feel guilty for not coming out to him sooner. What should I do?

I think I'm bisexual but I can't get to a point to where I feel it's real.