I'm 41. When I was in my late teens, I thought I was gay. At 26, I ended up dating a woman for like 1.5 to like 2 years so I identified as bi and have identified as bi up until now.

I am questioning my sexuality again. I could perform sexually with a woman but the thought of a romantic relationship with a woman or kissing a woman is kind of disgusting to me. I do fantasize about having sex with a woman but I rarely run across women in real life that I actually find attractive. I think mainly I just find boobs attractive, but not women ...It's tough to explain. I can't remember the last time I was out somewhere and saw a woman and thought she was hot. I also view a lot of solo women's porn.

I constantly notice hot men on the street and constantly crave getting a boyfriend. Men's faces and bodies are beautiful. I am not feminine but I have had people say that I seem gay. I have worked jobs where I have been asked if I am gay and people have gossiped about my sexuality behind my back, which I think they do at my current job. If I was asked my sexuality, I don't know what I would say and that bothers me to no end.