So, I prefer women and have always liked women but recently I’ve started to realize I can find some guys attractive as well.

Not really sure what this means tho because I don’t know how I would actually feel about REALLY being with a guy.

Is being bi just being able to find men and women attractive? Should I be open to being with a guy? I’m not opposed to it, I just don’t know how I would really like it or if I’d prefer that over a relationship with a woman. I knowing being bi doesn’t have to be a 50/50 split on attraction but I have issues considering myself bi if I don’t plan to be open to a male/male relationship even if I do find men attractive sometimes… and if I was in a relationship with a guy I’m not sure if I’d be as satisfied as I would in a straight relationship? Would that just make me straight? Do I subconsciously feel uncomfortable or hostile towards the idea of a gay relationship because of a partially homophobic upbringing with a religious background of hostility towards homosexual people!?!? Am I actually not as comfortable or is it the result of indoctrination that I need to overcome!?!?

These questions gnaw at me frequently and I’d like advice please…