Hi!

OK I'm 35F, I've known I'm bisexual since about the age of 10/11, when I had a crush on a boy at school and also a girl, and it's carried on that way ever since! I think when I was a teenager it was fairly equal in my number of crushes on males and females, but my strongest crushes with the biggest feelings were always women. Strangely enough I was never attracted to other teenage girls, it was always women. Whereas I was attracted to teenage boys, but men not so much!
I am now very happily married to a man, and I've never had any sort of a relationship with a woman, more's the pity lol.
I enjoy sex with a man - the penetration etc. But I struggle to be attracted to a man in the same way I am to women. I honestly just think women are beautiful! Men, well yes I can look at them and think 'he's good looking', but that raw attraction just isn't there. For instance, to use a daft example, if I'm watching a film like 50 Shades, or 365, I can look at the man and think the sex scenes are very attractive and enjoyable, and that I would like to be in the woman's position. But it's more about the sex than the man himself. But I look at the women and admire their bodies (and faces) wayyyy more than the man's and am just far more attracted to them. And of course would also very much like to be having sex with them lol. With women it seems like I'm attracted to the whole package, with men it's mainly just the sex.
Does this make sense?!

And am I weird, or am I not the only one to have different sorts of attractions to men and women?!