I have a question I would like to present. I am what I consider to be straight. I love women, and really hope to find another one to be my partner in life, even as I am older. Now, many years ago, I experienced another man who offered an massage, and while he provided that, he also played a little. I didn't think about it at the time, but as I think about it years later, I realized what he was doing way back, that was over 30 years ago. He massaged me, and while I was on my stomach, gently caressed my ass and even fingered my ass, it felt good, so didn't say anything. When I rolled over, he rubbed me all over, then proceeded to stroke my now hard cock. While doing that, he had me raise my legs and once again he proceeded to use his finger and well I exploded. Felt great, I won't lie. I had never experienced anything like that. Later in life, I was woken up as a gay man was sucking my cock. I didn't freak out, and let him enjoy. Then he presented me with his cock, to my lips and well, I opened my mouth and began sucking his. I enjoyed it. As years have passed, I have had the chance to suck a few more and well I have also learned I enjoy sucking and getting what comes with a job well done, and I do swallow my reward. I do still miss not having a woman around, but I also still enjoy a nice cock. Sure I have thought about more with a male, but still want a woman in my life. I guess I would like to know, is it wrong for wanting to keep my "cock" enjoyment discreet, and hope to find a woman? Maybe I should try to simply find a couple that would like a man that goes both ways ? I did come across a man one day that had posted an ad, looking for a man what would be willing to get serviced in front of a woman, I responded and yea, the thought of the entire ordeal was very exciting. She was much younger than both of us and was pretty good deal. I guess I want to know, would I be described as just a sexual freak , or bi sexual?