Long story short I identify as gay and feel most comfortable around men (sexually and emotionally). I do have platonic female friends but for some reason the women I’ve met in life don’t give me a sexual feeling. I’ve been around the world and I’ve never met a single woman that I would say has made me get a boner. I’ve taken second looks and have got nervous around conventionally attractive women because they seem threatening. That just because I put high value on looks because of vanity.

When I was in my teenage years I watched “femdom” porn. I found it hot seeing a hot woman dominate a hot man. I’m very sexual as a person so maybe this had influence. I even like gay bottoms to be dominant with me.

The majority of women I see in general aren’t attractive to me. I almost feel like to sleep with one they would need to look like a pornstar - which makes me wonder if I’m like a 4 or 5 on the kidney scale?

Am I just a gay man with slight bisexual tendencies? Is this normal?