I just need someone to tell me life is worth it. This is one of those days where all I’ve done is cry and I’m just feeling this horrendous sadness and inadequacy. I have borderline personality disorder and I’m pretty sure that is part of it, but not all of it. I just feel like life in general makes me so overwhelmed, anxious, sad. Im usually a happy and bubbly person, but I think this is maybe my physical pain (degenerative joints) taking on a life of its own.

I’m sorry if this can’t go here. I’m sure I can find a subreddit that is more appropriate for a post like this, but you all are my people. I feel safe here.

I’m old enough to know better and I also know this will pass, but right now I don’t know what good things and positives there are to work for. I am stuck in the process of divorcing the person I thought was my forever, but he’s hiding money from me, has a horrendous temper, is a narcissist, and he’s just awful to me and my kids. It’s that time of day when he will be coming home and I always get super anxious because I don’t know what type of mood he will be in.

It’s just, moms can get super depressed too, we are also human. I have a situation where I feel like I’m navigating this entire family on my own.

Sorry for this not being a bisexual post, but I’m bisexual - so, lol, there is that, right???? Admins delete if I’m breaking the rules.