So I (F24) recently got back in touch with what I would consider my first ever girl crush/kiss. I haven’t seen her (besides in a crowded bar last year) in approximately 10 years. We started texting, (I will admit heavily on her end & although the conversation is good I don’t normally text this much at all, for example, shit ton of texting on her end, keeping the conversation going constantly, sending photos, repeating herself)… tonight she actually kind of crossed a small boundary (one that I didn’t think I’d have to set since it’s been like 3 days of us simply catching up via text) but she sent a selfie of her shirtless in bed with blanket covering… although it was very much appreciated, I’m kind of just awestruck by how freaking forward this woman is being. More context; she is older by a couple years, masc, crazy top energy identifies as les, recently got out of a relationship,… very… confident, almost cocky. Me; 80% femme, bisexual baby, very little experience under my belt…

Am I just looking like fresh meat orrr what’s going on, I’ve never had someone throw themselves at me this crazy. I like it and I like her, she makes me kind of feel like pudding just through the phone but it’s moving so fast for me.!

Another thing is that I’m going to visit her town this weekend for a trip & have plans to stay with her my first night there (since I will need to be picked up due to snow), I had asked if I could throw her some cash to sleep on her couch and it’s escalated into this vibe of (* We’re probably going to hook up our first night in her territory after 10 years *) IM JUST NERVOUS and concerned??? She knows I’m nervous but I’m like woah why are you… obsessed so quickly?? Help?? Advice??? I have so many more questions but this is just my brain right now lol