Today, I had my last visit with my daughter before we place her. My boyfriend and I have an amazing family picked out, and we're really excited to meet them before making a final decision. Her foster dad brought her straight from her 5-day check-up. She's healthy and has gained weight since her birth. :) It was honestly a really good day- I spent 3.5 hours with her and got to give her a few bottles and change a few diapers. She's really beautiful- she looks almost exactly like my boyfriend, but with just a bit of me.

After the visit, my social worker offered to treat me to a late lunch. I continued to feel good all through the meal, and through the first bit of my drive home. I'm feeling pretty low now, though. Just looking for someone to talk to.