Hey guys, recently I'm having a hard time with relationships in my life. I'm having a hard time with my father who doesn't believe in mental health, who is also my boss.

But I'm mainly being haunted by past trauma from an old friend. He was a sex addict, I was already sensitive and traumatized by sex at the time. He had Bipolar 1, I have 2. He would constantly fuck up everyone's life and use mental health as an excuse.

He constantly coerced/assaulted my friends, even my present girlfriend right now. It hurts me everyday, I'm haunted by his memories and what he did to my friends and girlfriend.

What hurts the most is that I can't do anything about it. It's hooking onto my anxiety, PTSD, and OCD thought loops. I can't stop thinking of it and things that piss me off. I'm in rage but I'm also depressed when I think about it. I have so much trauma. While he can walk scott-free and do what he wants and have a life. He doesn't have to live with his actions, I do.

I just want him brought to justice and wish any of the many many girls would come forward so we all get closure.

I just need some advice and support right now. How do I let go of all of this and stop thinking of what he did to my friends and girlfriend?