I never really knew what mania was but was diagnosed bipolar due to repeat depressive episodes which were much more apparent and unbeknownst to me manic episodes. I just thought I wasn't depressed for a few months at a time. Well holy shit, excuse my french. But abilify I started on Friday. I took my last pill on Sunday and I now know what my mania is. Even tho depression sucks ass I much prefer the being content doing nothing than the need to just do fucking everything. Now that I've had a bout of mania I now atleast know what is happening. But thank the Lord I've stopped abilify. That could've been dangerous and it's still in my system after taking only 3 pills. I'm fortunate enough that I'm already on olanzapine with Mirtazapine and Cymbalta to help so I'm on the right track to being medicated. But I just cannot sit still. I went and rode a bike for like 3 hours and I still have so much energy. I know this is a rant post but any advice to take my mind off of things. I'm multitasking playing guitar, watching prison break, playing Pokemon and trying to sleep to pass the time as times moving way too slowly

Edit: I was diagnosis pending and thanks to the bot for reminding me. Updated to reflect