Back when I was diagnosed 6 years ago I was the life of the party. I slept with all of my friends. I partied all night and then slept for 2 hours then started partying again. I was confident, I was having fun. Ever since getting stable and not manic anymore, I have lost all of my social battery and confidence. I have extroverted tendencies and hate being alone, but I have zero self confidence and I'm not as fun to be around anymore. I know being manic 24/7 isn't realistic, but the only way I feel like I can be fun now is if I'm drinking, and I don't want to rely on that. Plus, I have like, zero friends to even go out with. I feel like such a loser now.. I'm no fun anymore. Does anyone else feel that way since meds?