You want to know what it’s really like being bi polar? Imagine this. You wake up one day and you feel like you can take on the whole world. Everything is just perfect and working in your favor. You’re manic happy for about a week. Then the next week you can’t even find the energy to get out of bed or do simple tasks such as showering. You’re lashing out on everyone for no reason and losing friends left and right due to it, or they just ignore you when you really need them the most. Imagine being at a constant battle with yourself 24/7. You lose jobs, friends, & you feel like you have completely lost control. You aren’t alone. I’m right there with you. I’m a good listening ear if anyone needs to talk ever. I’ve struggled with this for about ten years now