I finally got diagnosed with bipolar 2, manic depressive, anxiety, and adhd l've been on meds for 3 years now. At first i could totally tell a difference! I legit was a different person. My anxiety is totally "cured". Butttt fast forward to today, l've been a human testing tube and juggled different meds and combinations for the past 8 months. I'm now on SIX meds. Idk i feel like that's a lot....but I'm af a point where i can't tell a difference in my new meds vs previous meds. Or like which med is doing or effecting what. Part of me wonders if I'm just oblivious to myself and my behaviors. But idk at this point. I really haven't been able to pin point changes whenever i change or up doses. it's frustrating cause i have my psychiatrist apts every 3 weeks and i feel like i just sit there and can't give any feedback. I feel dumb haha. The only prescription that's made obvious changes is Ritalin and i just started it 5 days ago.