Getting back on my medication

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So as the tittle states I’m going back up the ladder. While one part of me is excited to be better and feel better there is a small part of me that doesn’t want to do any of that. I have the opportunity to take my medicine and be me again but I just have this tugging that I don’t want to be better? The thought “this is my last day to be sad” keeps popping up in my head and it’s just sick and disgusting to me. I just feel like a weirdo. I don’t want to be like this but for some reason there’s something up. Any advice to shut that part up? Any positives vibes you could send so I could actually go back on my meds.

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