Last year in May is when I first got diagnosed as bipolar. I had what was presumed to be a manic episode, where I tired to harm myself. I was put impatient and diagnosed there.

After my stay, I had regular monthly check ups with my PCP. She diagnosed me with bipolar disorder 1. We tried a lot of different medications. Kolonopin being the only one I didn’t change.

Then I started seeing a therapist and a new psychiatrist. This psychiatrist changed my diagnosis to major depressive disorder. I was prescribed low dose antidepressants.

I’ve recently started seeing a new therapist and psychiatrist and this psychiatrist thinks I’m bipolar 2. She believes the antidepressants I’ve been on are potentially hurting.

I’m so tired of being switched on meds. It’s been so many times in one year. And I’m not even sure what I really am. Next month I’ll be changing meds again. I wonder what she’ll put me on.