Hey all, I'm not sure if I'll be able to explain this correctly but occasionally I'll have this wave of sadness roll through where I'll start crying or think of something that makes me cry, but then I have the ability to completely stop crying point blank and then smile, make myself laugh even. It makes me feel like I'm completely insane. Like I'm some Two Face type evil villain. It even makes me feel like I'm wrong, I'm bad, I have this bad manipulative parlor trick. Any body else have this??

I'm gonna ask my psych tomorrow for sure just wanted to see if anyone else has this ability that seems so strange and wild to me.

I have BP2/ADHD and taking meds for both