Because I don’t. I just want to die already. What’s so wrong with that? I’m not actively suicidal so please don’t tell me to go to a hospital. They’re prisons without the stigma anyways (in the US anyways).

To clarify: - Do you enjoy living despite your permanent disability? - Do you find meaning and purpose in life? - Do you look forward to getting older and actually living out life?

Questions: - What is your reason for living? - Why do you continue the struggle?

Feel free to answer some or none. I’m curious, because honestly I’ve accepted that at some point my life will end by my own hand. I will never grow old. I will at some point destroy the relationships I’ve worked so hard to get.

At some point it’s game over, so why even bother trying?

Edit:

I'm glad at least some of you have a reason to live. Gives me hope that maybe I will have that too one day. Thanks all for your replies.