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Sometimes I'll have depressive episodes which I identify by slowing down, struggling to do anything. It'll feel like I'm disillusioned and all the worth will be sucked out of everything I care about, and myself. My mind will get to work explaining all the nuanced ways no one likes me and how in fact I'm fundamentally unlikable. And I'll be convinced, and come to terms with the fact that no one values me as a person.
At the same time, I'm told, my face will look like I'm about to murder someone. But I definitely don't feel angry at anyone. But maybe a churning sense of self destructiveness?
And when i drive in this condition, despite being slowed down everywhere else, I'll drive fast and hard.
Is this anyone else's experience of depression?
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