This is very hard for me because I can’t work or haven’t found the right job, I’m not in school, I have 0 literally 0 aspirations or hobbies or genuinely anything that makes me happy. I feel like the bipolar took everything about me and it’s just gone. Ive done nothing all day for about 3 years and I’m tired. I get up and clean and Play and take care of my animals but besides that what do I do ? I mean I spend time with my girlfriend every other day and what not and I will play with my nephews but that’s it. What can I do ? I’m only 19 but What am I supposed to be doing :( I’ve come at peace of just existing and to be happy but how do I do that if I can’t do anything