But I feel like I am properly manic now and probably have been for the past month. I have experienced hypomania before, but not this, and I've just come to the conclusion this is probably mania. I am an individual that needs a lot of sleep (usually) due to medical reasons, but I have been getting by on typically less than 4 hours of sleep each day. I've broken up with my boyfriend. I moved back in with my parents and brothers that live at home, which is 7.5 hours from where I was living. I dropped out of school. I lost my job. I'm with an ex again. I've been obsessing over the band Waterparks and the lead singer. Part of me feels like I should probably cry? But I've been feeling so amazing. Like maybe my life is finally getting itself in order. But I'm also feeling incredibly lost. I have no clue what is going on in my life anymore. My mind has been racing.