I went to get my prescription filled yesterday and the doctor I go to no longer carries it because the drug company increased the price. I was out out of lamotrigine and it was day 2. I thought I'd be fine without it until I could order online or something but within an hour it was like everything came crashing down fucking hard.

I couldn't stop crying, I was in intense full bodied pain, it was an extreme spiral. It felt like my brain was being boiled and my skin was being taken off. It was like a bosch painting from hell. I couldn't function.

Luckily my husband called around until he could find some in stock, but it was scary.

I've never been that bad that quickly. Is it getting worse as I age? Does anyone else experience this without lamotrigine? I hadn't skipped a single day in about 6 years. I know it's my most important drug. It's been so long I don't even know what it's like without it.