I went out with a big group tonight and everything was going great. Then someone in the group had a break down because they have a lot of stuff going on. And I completely get it and I feel for them....but everyone was just surrounding them and asking them what they needed and giving them a place to stay and loving them. I went through the same thing 1000x worse not trying to compare but I had NOTHING. And these same group of people had nothing to say to me. I was by myself and had to deal with everything by myself. I don't understand how I'm the outlier here? Am I wrong for feeling some type of way I mean I know my emotions can make me not see clearly but I don't get it. How come I wasn't getting support? I understand people probably had nothing but they didn't give me anything emotionally either and it just fell into her lap. I feel like a shitty person but idk. Maybe I am.